One of Jason’s friends asked that I update the “Jason’s Journey” page and I thought I would go ahead and update the blog as well. It has been nearly a year since Jason had his left lung removed. His last chemo took place at the beginning of the summer. Jason said it best one day “if it wasn’t for my scar, we could almost block out that part of our lives.” Everything happened so quickly that you didn’t have time to stop and reflect on anything. We were constantly dealing with a new doctor and hearing new information that we struggled to comprehend. Looking back, we are both so thankful for the healing hands of our doctors; both the pulmonologist and the surgeon were amazing. Jason had a bit of pain in his right side last week which scared the crap out of both of us, but it went away within a day. The nurse said that if it had been anything serious like pneumonia, it would be a consistent pain. It’s days like that when we are forced to stop and think about what we have been through and the mortality issues that we were and are forced to face on occasion.
Jason went in for a CT scan and blood work on December 27th. We will know the results within a week and depending on those results, Jason will be done with the blood thinner and will not need another CT for a year. He has been feeling great for quite a while now. He is back playing tennis, golf, and is now even getting into kickboxing. Of course, he procrastinates like all of us, but I think kickboxing is going to be the best thing for him as far as getting back into shape and feeling healthy. After he came home from his first time, I asked if the instructor asked if anyone had any heart conditions, etc and Jason said he didn’t want to tell the instructor that he was “One Lung Larry” because he did not want sympathy. Jason struggled for a good while after chemo with his feet hurting. Our oncologist said that the chemo can cause nerve damage to your appendages, and he said it could last up to a year. The off and on pain in his feet lasted from about February to September of this year.
In looking back at the things that helped us most I would say that Tommy’s recliner has to be at the top of the list! As silly as it may sound, without the help of the recliner, Jason would have had a tough time getting up and down from the seated position. When we got home from the hospital, it took Jason over a week before he even thought about sleeping in the bed. The doctor recommended that he sleep on an inclined pillow for the first few months, but that lasted one night and he was too uncomfortable. Their main concern was Jason aspirating in the middle of the night and not being able to sit up quick enough. In fact, they recommend that he be especially careful for the rest of his life when chewing food. The fear of something being stuck in his right lung and causing fluid to build up is very real. Every time I start to feel sick, Jason starts to get worried that he could catch it. At first, we worried about how we would function living in fear of all of the what ifs, but then again I could be killed in a car accident tomorrow, so you have to let it go. Like I said, certain things like illness or doctor visits force us to stop and reflect, but it is not a daily struggle like we once expected it to be.
Another thing that helped Jason tremendously was to get letters from friends and family. Jason received letters from teachers that he hadn’t seen in 15-20 years. All of the cards were displayed on our mantle as a constant reminder of the people who were thinking and praying for Jason’s recovery.
With it being my first year at Desoto Central Middle School, I feel as if I shared so much information with my classes. It was probably the most personal account that any teacher had ever shared with them. I feel as if I did and still do have a strong bond with my classes last year because they consistently asked how Jason was doing. My only hope in sharing my intense experiences with a group of 13 year olds is that they learned a bit more compassion for family members who may have gone through a similar experience. To this day, if I run into some of my old students at a high school basketball game, they will still ask how Jason is doing without any type of prompt on my part. God places us where we need to be and I think that those 90+ 13 year olds aided in providing me with a distraction and a support system. Not only my students, but also the teachers at DCMS were extremely supportive. I had come into the position at the end of the first 9 weeks and the irony of the situation is that the teacher left because her father in law was ill and her son had a cancer scare himself. Within 6 weeks of me starting the job, Jason was in the hospital for over a week with the initial diagnosis. The staff pulled together and gave me their extra sick leave so that I did not go a day without pay. Please note that I spent 10 months without a job when applying through Shelby County Schools and within the first few weeks of applying in Desoto County I got a job. If I had been hired in Shelby County, I would not have been able to receive any shared sick leave and I would have gone weeks without pay. Whenever Jason shows up to any event with me, the principal, vice principals, and other teachers all ask how he is doing.
Many of you may not know this, but very shortly before Jason was diagnosed, we had the option to move to Texas with his company. We had spoken to our family about the move and we were just waiting on the final word from ICEE. Due to the economy, the company decided to disperse that position among other current employees in the area. Looking back, if we had moved to Texas I cannot imagine the struggles we would have encountered being in a new city with no friends or family to support us during that time.
Our church was a big support system for us during that time and kept us strong in our faith, knowing that everything happens for a reason and we would not be handed anything we could not survive. Jim Pritchard had come from Central Church to Highpoint and the irony was that we had made the move a few years prior. So when Jason was in the hospital, I had an immediate contact for someone to pray for us at Highpoint. I remember at one time I sent Jim a text asking that he pray for us and he was literally at the hospital 30 minutes later! Coming from Central Church, Mimi had contacts that prayed and visited us at the hospital as well. Jason’s mother had contacts at Hope church that prayed for us and it was the sweetest elderly couple who visited us at the hospital. They were one of those couples that still hold hands and have to be so close to each other all the time.
With this being the most wonderful time of the year, we have lots of reasons to be thankful this season; the main one being the life of my sweet husband. This time last year we were stressed and fearful of the what-ifs. Now we have hope for the future and we are so grateful that we have survived the storm. I will write again after the CT scan to let everyone know that good news!